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About 8 years ago my company sent me to the Philippines to work in a call Center. I was 38 at the time. I was not your stereotypical balding, overweight white guy. I was in great shape and looked about 5 or 6 years younger than my age.
When I left the USA I was dating a lady in Florida. Nothing serious, there were no commitments made between us.
My company sent me to Cebu first. I stayed at the Marriot and worked for Sykes, (ATT).
I was honestly completely naive to anything about the Philippines before I arrived there. 100% a totally open book. One weird thing I kept seeing at my hotel, was old, foreign men with beautiful young filipina women. It hit me as totally strange that they would be hugging and kissing on these gross old guys, but no one else seemed to bat an eye.
I went to the call center my first night there and it was kind of like being a Hollywood star walking into an auditorium filled with fans. It was overwhelming how much attention I got.
Young, pretty girls, and gays, would constantly ask me questions and when I came over to answer them, would wrap themselves around my arm, resting their heads on my shoulders. I felt very uncomfortable with that level of physical affection.
My first night there I noted a girl sitting off to the side. I thought she was beautiful and talked to her just enough to find out that she had almost no accent and seemed very smart.
That night I went back to my hotel and met a guy in the elevator with one of the most beautiful women Ive ever seen on his arm. He asked me if I had a girlfriend yet, and I told him I did, back home. I honestly did not know what he was talking about.
My next night at the call center I found out that the girl I had met, Lin, had been fired. I was very dissapointed.
For lunch that night, (4 am), a bunch of the call center workers took me across the street to an alley where 3 ladies were cooking over an open fire and I had my first Liempo. They taught me to crush peppers into a mix of soy and vinegar and I thought it was one of the best things Id ever eaten,.. and for only $1 american dollar!
A few weeks went by and and we decided to have a work based get together with one of the call center teams. We rented a boat and went from Cebu to the island of Pandanon off of the coast. Lin was there because her friends at the call center had invited her and I was pretty smitten. I shared one earpiece of my headphones with her on the Jeepney to the dock, and then on the boat ride across. We brought Lechon and hanging rice with us, and someone cooked Conch when we got to the island.
After a few hours the group began to head back to the boat to leave, but Lin and two of her friends asked me if, instead, Id like to take a trip to Bojol for 2 days. I thought this was great and said yes.
We paid a fisherman to take us across and after a couple of hours, hit the beach on Bojol. Once there we triked, jeepneyed and taxied around the island until finally we found a resort on the north side that had one room left with two beds. I took 1 bed and the three girls took the other.
Early in the morning I woke up and saw how crowded that bed was. I shook Lin awake and told her to take mine, and I went down to the beach and fell asleep in a beach chair.
I woke to the most beautiful site I have ever seen: the sun rising lit the water with orange rays. All of the boats were painted the same white color and parked the same distance out from the beach and the sands were the whitest I have ever seen in my life. I will never forget that image.
After a bit the girls came down in their swimsuits and a group of filipino guys surrounded them, hitting on them inappropriately. I went down to them and when I got there, the guys left. We just hung out and talked and it was wonderful.
On the ferry home I had a chance to talk to Lin and I told her this; "for 3 days now I have not been further than 20 feet from you. When you fell asleep in the jeepney, you rested your head on my shoulder for 3 hours and it hurt so bad, but I didnt want to move because It was so wonderful. Now we are going back home, and I am going to miss this", Her answer; " I was not asleep".
I went back to my hotel and a couple of hours later there was a knock at my door. Lin was there, she came into my room, and we slept together.
Lin was 24, I was 38. I had never even thought of dating someone that much younger than me, but she was more mature than women I had met that were in their late 30s. It felt right.
She was very respectful of anyone she met, and together we went and explored all over the island.
After a few months I was relocated to Manila and I took her with me. I would go to work at 4am, and return home around noon. My new call center was in glorietta mall, but i walked through Greenbelt to get there. I was loving life and loving the culture. I would get home and she would be there and we would go back to bed. Around 5 pm we would get up and go to Greenhills or somewhere and I found tons of foods and things to do.
I began to really love the Philippines. The people were incredibly nice all the time. I felt like it was the place I wanted to live for the rest of my life.
It was about this time that I realized something wasnt right. I finally caught Lin talking to another foreigner, overseas, and realized that she had been dating him when she met me and hadnt broken it off. I talked to him and he told me that she was his "GF" when he was in the country and he essentially paid her to be there for him. She and I got in a huge fight and I sent her back to Cebu. I was heartbroken.
1 week later was my birthday. I got home that morning and Lin was there waiting for me with a cake, candles, balloons and the hotel staff to sing happy birthday. Im sure it was nice, but I was still heartbroken so sent her home again within a few hours.
Thus began my experimentation with the seedy side of Manila life.
That night I went out and met two girls. I took them back to my room and slept with them both. After they left, a call center girl called and asked if she could come by. I slept with her. A few hours later another girl stopped by randomly, and I slept with her. Later I went to Wendys in the mall, brought a girl back, and slept with her.
At the end of that day I had slept with 6 women in the space of one day, Lin included.
The next day off I first visited a brothel and slept with a girl there. I went back once more and slept with two more.
It didnt take me long to realize that this was a horrible way to live. I got no pleasure out of this behavior after the immediate pleasure. There was no long-term positiveness to this. It was pointless and way too easy. Just because I was decent looking, white and possibly better off money-wise than most locals, I had girls up to my eyeballs. On the walk to work each night, Pokpoks would hand me their business cards. Id go to work with 3 or so new ones every night. The Filipino guys I worked with that walked pretty much the same route said they had never received a single one.
Then I met Fran.
By appearance, Fran seemed younger than Lin, but I later found out she was 5 years older. I talked to her at work for a couple weeks before ever going out with her. I stopped seeing any other girls the day I first met her, just by coincidence. I had had enough of that worthless lifestyle.
We dated until I left the Philippines 2 years later and when I got back to the USA I began working on her K1 Visa.
2 years later she joined me here and we were married.
The day after we married I was contacted by her "boyfriend" in the Philippines who accused me of stealing his girl and told me that for the last year, everytime I was on skype with her, he sat nearby listening.
My heart was broken again. I also found out through her friends that I was not her first foreigner. They told me stories about them visiting her after I left. A German guy and an Australian. I was blown away. I had never suspected anything. It felt like complete betrayal.
The next year was an absolute living hell. 3 months would be great with her being very loving and seemingly committed only to have her go crazy throwing and breaking things. I realized she was depressed because she wasnt working and couldnt go anywhere on her own.
I had met with her father in the Philippines and his words were; "we do not believe in divorce here. Your culture divorces too easily. Please do not do that to my daughter". I made him a promise that I would respect his culture and, although there were very bad times, I decided to work through them. What did I really have to lose?
Recently my wife has started to work and to drive. She has pinay friends here and seems to be a lot happier. I am not 100% happy, and still suspicious, but my christian beliefs do not allow me to view divorce frivolously. I intend to try until I simply cant anymore.
So here is my point:
I see a lot of posts here about filipinas and their interest in Old white guys with money.
How would you feel, and react, If you were just a normal guy in your home country, but you landed somewhere else and were instantly a rock star? How long could you control yourselves if half the women you met threw themselves at you? I can tell you that I am a good person and I found it impossible. The temptation was too great.
There are two sides to every story. I do not condone old white men going to a country to take advantage of a younger women, but that is also a two edged sword. Those young brown girls are taking just as much of an advantage from the old white guys.
If there wasnt a product, there would be no buyers.
I love your country. I fell in love with the chaotic traffic. I hated the slums. I felt sorry for my friends who slept outside because there was no A/C at home. Or my friend who had a gaping hole in her roof and had to stand her mattress up against a wall to get it from being rained on while she was at work.
Your country is so wonderfuly crazy, complex and beautiful. Your people are caring, and warm and genuine and dangerous and sneaky and trying to better themselves in ways that are not for the best. But I understand why they do it.
Your government is fucked. I was in Hawaii as a kid when the Marcos' moved there. I had filipino friends who supported them monetarily because they could not live in the lifestyle they were used too.
I have been lucky enough to have lived all over the world. I would travel for the rest of my life if I could. Of all the places Ive ever been, the Philippines is my favorite. When I land there I feel like I have gone to a different planet. The smells, the colors, the crowdidness.... its all so Filipino.
You have some major problems, but do not blame old white guys for taking young brown girls home when the girls are climbing into their laps. Blame the girls just as much.
I feel very self conscious when Im out with my wifes friends here and their husbands because of the age differences between some of them. Its so obvious to me that they are married as an arrangement, not out of love. One guy is 50 years older than his wife, and thats just sick.
But Ive been the most unhappy of all of them. My non-arranged, non-dating site, non-mail order bride wife has been the worst of all the girls she hangs with. Most of them are working out without half the drama that I have.
Hopefully this does not go over as negative. My stay in your country was incredibly positive. I wish I was there today, but I have children from a prior marriage here and my immediate loyalty is to them.
Please forgive any typos. Im at work and have not had a chance to go over it, looking for errors.
BTW I wanted to add that I still listen to Kamikazee and Parokya ni Edgar! Badass bands!
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Chapter One Unexpected Love
We are five good friends. Familyz ang name ng group namin dahil sa para na kaming magkapamilya kung magturingan sa isa’t isa. Palaging masaya at nagkakatuwaan. Sa school kapag nag-iingay kami ay talagang napakaingay namin pero kapag inabot naman kami ng pagiging mababait na mga bata ay…naman, talagang tahimik. Nakakatuwa ano? Bago ko simulan ang kwentong ito ay ipapakilala ko muna ang mga tinutukoy kong magkakaibigan: si Charmaine isa sa kanila, matangkad, morena, sexy, wavy hair at pinakamatalino sa kanila. Si Mara ay kakaiba rin. Talagang may gandang itinatago sa likod ng kanyang pagkaslight dark girl. Matangkad sya kaysa kay Charmaine. Siguro kung maputi lang sya ay siguradong kaiinggitan sya ng mga kababaihan sa school namin. Bilib din ako sa kanya kasi naman kahit papundoy-pundoy sa ibang subjects, aba! Pag math naman ang pinag-uusapan ay talagang nangunguna ang peg. Si Maricel naman ay isang dalagang Pilipina …kung ilalaban ng pabilisan sa pagong eh, siguradong panalo na ang pagong. Hehehe! Joke…maganda rin sya, pinakamaputi sa amin, long hair at tama lang ang tangkad. Pero wag ka kahit mahinhin sya kapag kiniliti mo naman ay kasing bilis ng kiti-kiti kung umiktad. Si April naman ay matangkad din kaya lang para ng ting-ting sa kapayatan. Pero ha, kahit ganun lang yun para naman siyang barbie doll. Tigasin…kahit payat, aba! Kung lumakad at kumilos para bang wala ng makakatinag pa na kahit na sino. Minsan ang sarap nyang kasama, minsan naman tupakin. Sometimes nga may mga activities ang f5 (group name namin) na wala sya. Madalas kasing nasa pugad nya. Hahaha!
Ako naman si Inie. Wala naman akong masabi sa sarili ko. Syempre alam ko namang hindi talaga ako kagandahan but of course hindi ko din naman sasabihing pangit ako dahil sa nakikita ko sa mundo ay wala naman yatang ginawang pangit si God. Medyo chubby, waivy long hair, medyo kulang sa tangkad kasi naman di na yata ako naabunuhan…hahaha! Medyo may pagkabopols pero syempre trying hard pa din. “Mas gwapo yung crush ko.” pagyayabang ni Mara habang busy kami magtsismisan nung hapong yun. Tawanan at payabangan. Syempre hindi rin ako nagpapatalo, “ows? Wala nga sa kuko ng crush ko yung crush mo eh. Bukod sa gwapo na, mabait pa” pagyayabang ko. “Naku Inie, paano mo naman nasisiguro na mabait yun? Hindi mo ba natatandaan ang kasabihan na ang taong may matamis na dila ay may itinatagong kapaitan sa puso? ” pambabara naman agad sa akin ni Charmaine. “Natutuwa talaga ako sa inyo. Pinagtatalunan nyo pa ang mga crush nyo. Akala mo naman ang popogi” awat ni April sa amin na may halong pang-aasar. “Aba! Bakit ikaw? Pogi ba ang crush mo? Kung di pa namin alam si ano lang din ang crush mo eh..” sabat ni Maricel ang tagapagtanggol namin minsan. “Oo nga.” Sabay-sabay na sabi naming tatlo. “Sino? Yun? Hindi yun no…yung young Cholo yata ang crush ko. Artista na, gwapo pa.” Hay…ibinida na naman ni April yung crush nyang hanggang sa t.v. lang naman nya makikita. Si Mara, Maricel at Charmaine ay ganun din. Baliw na baliw sa F4 ng boys over flower. Ewan ko ba sa kanila, alam naman nilang napakaimposibleng makita nila ang mga yun at maging bf pagdating ng araw. Hehe! Ako naman ay may pinagmamalaki din kapag nagpapayabangan na sila sa mga crush nilang yun. Sya si Nicky Byerne ng Westlife pero idol ko lang naman sya. Ang gusto ko kasi kapag nagkacrush ako ay dun na sa posible kong maabot. Mahirap kasing mangarap na hanggang pangarap ka na lang. Ganun lang kasi ako kasimple dati. Mababa kung lumipad. Semestral break na namin. Sayang 1 week lang. Pero masaya rin kasama ko ang pamilya ko. Wala akong ibang ginawa kundi ang manood ng t.v. kaya lang minsan boring din kasi naman ang papangit din minsan ng palabas. Isang hapon ng dumating ang ate ko na may dalang cd. Asian teleserye kaya pinanood ko agad. Yun kasi ang mga kinahihiligan kong panoorin. Pinanood namin ng pinanood. Dahil sa mahaba ang kwento kaya matagal naming pinanood hanggang sa umabot ng ikalawang araw. Doon na banda sa part na maglalaban na ng laro ang mga bida sa basketball ay ipinakita na ang mga kalaban nito. Lumitaw ang isang lalaking may matikas na katawan, maputi, kissable lips at matangkad at – basta! Ang gwapo nya talaga! Napakagwapo! Simula nang isilang ako sa mundong ito ay sya pa lang ang pinakagwapong nakita ko. Kaya lang… sa t.v. ko lang sya nakikita at makikita. Nang gabing yun ay hindi ko pa rin makalimutan ang gwapong mukha ng lalaking yun na napanood ko sa t.v. “ang gwapo-gwapo nya talaga!” tuwang-tuwa at kilig na kilig na sabi ko sa aking sarili. “ako ba ‘to?” tanong ko sa natigilan at tulala kong diwa. Hindi ko na yata nakikilala ang sarili ko dahil kapag ang mga friends ko ang nagrereact ng ganito ay pinagtatawanan ko lamang sila. Pero ngayon, ano ito? Katulad na rin nila ako. Para na rin akong baliw. Napapatili at natutuwa kapag naaalala ko ang mukha ni Zhun; ang taiwanese actor na nainlove na yata ako sa kanya. Oo nga, love na ito kasi di na mabura sa aking isipan ang napakagwapo nyang mukha. Sa kanyang physical appearance ko nakita ang mga hinahanap ko sa isang lalaki.
Back to school again. Tapos na kasi ang sem. break. Isang matamis na ngiti ang nakasungaw sa aking mga labi habang papasok ng silid-aralan. Pagdating ko ay nakatingin sa akin ang mga friends ko. “Oh, Inie smiling face ka yata ngayon ah, anong nakain mo?” agad na tanong sa kin ni April. “Wala lang…” sagot ko sabay hagikhik. Nagtatakang nakitawa na rin sila sa ‘kin. Tawanan na naman kami sabay tahimik at sinabi kong “ang gwapo gwapo nya talaga…” napatingin sila sa akin at sabay-sabay na nagtanong “sino?” “Sino pa eh di si Zhun,” sagot ko. Natigilan silang lahat pagkatapos ay nagtawanan. “Hayan, eh di natulad ka na rin sa amin na nababaliw sa mga artistang imposible nating makita sa personal at napakaimposibleng patulan tayo.” Pangangantiyaw sa akin ni Mara. “Oo nga, kumbaga sa mga garapata lisa lang tayo” dagdag pa ni April. “Eh, bakit? Parepareho lang naman tayo ah. Kayo rin naman ganun din naman.” Naiinis kong sabi sa kanila. “At least sa amin crush lang, eh sayo, tingin namin inlove ka na dun eh…”panunudyo ni Maricel sa akin. “Ah, basta walang pakialamanan.” may pagtataray na sabi ko. “Wala…ganti-gantihan lang. Kung dati kami ang pinagtatawanan mo, ngayon ikaw na naman ang pagtatawanan naming,” ang hindi pagpapatalong sabad ni Charmaine.
CHAPTER 2 Unexpected Love

Simula nang ako’y isinilang ay ngayon ko lang naranasan ang ganito. Ngayon ko lang naexperience na mahirap pa lang magmahal. You know why? Dahil pati baon kong pera ay iniipon ko na, kung dati ay napakagastusera ko, ngayon ay halos hindi na ako bumibili kahit na ng candy. Para lang maipon ko at maibili ng cd na romantic princess kung saan si Zhun ang leading man. Hindi pa ako nakuntento sa pag-iipon lang ng pera. Nang medyo lumaki na ang ipon ko ay ibinili ko na ng paninda para lalong bumilis ang paglaki ng pera ko. 
“Negosyante ka na ngayon Inie, ah.” pansin ni Charmaine sa akin habang nagtitinda ako. “Oo nga. May mahalaga kasi akong bibilhin,eh” patago kong sagot. Alam ko kasi na kapag si Zhun na naman ang dahilan ay naku…kantiyaw na naman ang abot ko nito. “Mahalaga? Gaano kahalaga? Kasing halaga ba ni Zhun mo?” heto na naman…inaasar na naman ako ni April. “Hindi no!” agad kong deny sa kanila. “Hindi lang naman kasing halaga nya…cd nya lang naman ang bibilhin ko.” Dugtong ni Mara. Wala akong pakialam kahit na lagi nila akong inaasar. Isa lang ang mahalaga sa akin, yun ay ang makabili ng cd ni Zhun. Sa pamamagitan ng cd nya ay nakikita ko palagi ang lalaking dahilan ng bigla kong pagbabago. Oo, nagbago na nga ako. Kung dati ay lagi akong mainisin at tinutupak, ngayon ay hindi na. palagi na lang akong nakangiti. Ganito pala kapag inlove. Nakakapagpabago ng buhay. Nakaugalian ko na, na bago matulog ay nagmumunimuni muna ako. Nangangarap at iniisip ko ang future life ko. Dati rati ang pinipangarap ko lang ay ang makapagtapos ng pag-aaral, maging isang NBI agent at ang makatulong sa aking mga magulang. Ganun lang kasimple. Mga pangarap na may posibilidad naman na aking maabot. Pero nung makita ko si Zhun ay nadagdagan na ang mga pangarap kong iyon. Alam nyo ba kung ano ang nadagdag? Isang pangarap na isinumpa ko sa aking sarili na hahanapin ko sya upang makita ng personal, mayakap at masabi ko sa kanya na siya lang ang lalaking minahal at pinangarap ko sa loob ng mahabang panahon. Siya ang pinangarap ko na maging future husband ko, iyon bang kakainggitan ako ng lahat dahil kahit ganito lang ako ay isang napakagwapo, at kilala ng buong mundo ang asawa ko. Diba, kakaiba? Gusto kong mangyari sa lovelife ko yung mga nababasa at napapanood kong malafairy tale na story. Kaya lang sabi nila isang ambisyusa, ilusyunada at nahihibang lang daw sa pag-ibig ang gumagawa ng ganun. Pero ako, wala akong pakialam sa kahit na anong sabihin nila. Bakit? Wala namang masama sa mangarap ah. At sa akin hindi lang basta pangarap na hanggang dun na lang dahil gusto kong makamtan ang lahat na mga pangarap ko. Kahit na sabihin pa nilang napakaimposibleng maabot ko yun. Ibang-iba na talaga ako. Kahit ako ay naninibago na rin sa aking sarili. Masayang masaya talaga ako nang magkaroon na ako ng collection sa mga cd ni Zhun. Bukod dun di pa talaga ako nakuntento, nagpaprint pa ako ng mga pictures nya. Alam nyo ba, iyon palagi ang pinagpapantasyahan ko at bago ako matulog ay kinikiss ko muna, oh diba? Haha! Baliw na nga yata ako. Pero, basta! Siya lang ang Mr. dreamboy ko and I want him to be my husband. Oo, may mga nanliligaw sa kin, sabihin na nating mga naduling sa pagmumukha ko. Nang minsang nakatambay kaming magkakaibigan sa isang bench ay may lalaking naglakas-loob na lumapit sa amin. “Hi Inie, pwede bang manligaw? Tutal naman malapit na ang graduation natin siguro naman okay lang yun sayo. ” walang pag-aatubili nya iyong sinabi sa harap ko at sa harap ng mga friends ko. “Aba! Lakas ng loob nito manligaw ah…kapal ng apog. Sa harap pa mismo ng maraming tao.” Pabulong kong sabi sa aking mga kaibigan. Napatingin sya sa amin na tila may gustong itanong. Maya-maya ay nagsalita sya. “Ah, Inie may problema ba? May masama ba akong nasabi sayo?” “Ha? Ah, eh wala naman. Pero dun sa sinabi mo kanina…” wala akong maisagot na maayos sa kanya. Ayaw ko namang ipahiya sya sa ilang mga students na naroon at sa mga friends ko kaya nag-isip ako ng paraan upang hindi sya mapahiya. “Ah, halika may ipapakita ako sayo.” Baling ko sa kanya agad naman syang lumapit sa akin. Mula sa aking wallet ay inilabas ko ang picture ni Zhun. “Nakikita mo ito?” tanong ko sa kanya. “Ano yan? Ang gwapo ng lalaki na yan ah. Parang hindi pinoy. Wag mo sabihing bf mo yan?” “Talagang hindi pinoy yan. Hindi mo ba sya kilala? Hindi ka ba nanonood ng mga asianobela? Artista yan, isang sikat na taiwanese actor. Siya si Wu Chun.” Taas noong pagpapakilala ko sa picture ni Zhun sa lalaking namamaalam manligaw na tila may pagkahambog. “Oh, bakit natatawa ka? ” inis na tanong ko sa kanya ng makita kong tatawa-tawa. “Eh, ano namang connection nya sa pamamaalam kong manligaw?” natatawa pang tanong nya. Biglang nagsalubong ang mga kilay ko sa nakikita kong expression ng mukong na yun sa sinabi ko tungkol kay Zhun. Mabilis akong tumayo sa aking kinauupuan at hinarap ko sya. “Alam mo, ayaw ko sanang ipahiya ka eh. Kaya lang hindi pa nga ako tapos magexplain about sa picture na yan pinagtatawanan mo na agad ako. Sayang…babastedin pa naman sana kita sa maayos na paraan kaya lang ang yabang mo! ” singhal ko sa kanya na galit na galit at sa lakas yata ng pagkakasigaw ko ay napatingin sa amin ang mga students na naroroon. Kitang kita sa mukha ng lalaking yun ang pagkagulat. Di pa ako nakuntento muli akong nagsalita upang ipamukha sa kanya kung gaano kahalaga sa akin ang picture na pinagtatawanan nya. “Bakit ka tumatawa? Bakit kasing gwapo mo ba ito? Kung makatawa ka feeling mo ang gwapo mo. Eh wala ka pa nga sa kuko nito eh. Kung makaasta ka akala mo kung sino ka, hmp! ” sabay snub ko sa kanya at walang lingon-likod na iniwan namin syang napahiya. “Aruy…binasted na nga, napahiya pa. Ang yabang mo kasi eh.” Narinig naming pangangantiyaw sa kanya ng isang student na naroon. Masakit rin para sa kin ang ginawa kong yun pero ang yabang nya kasi eh. “Inie, bakit naman ginanun mo na rin yun? Diba sabi natin wag tayong magpapahiya ng mga lalaki, mamaya makarma ka nun eh” sabi ni Charmaine na nag-aalala. Di agad ako nakasagot kaya biglang sumingit si Mara, “tama lang yung ginawa ni Inie, ang hambog-hambog ng lalaking yun eh…” “Oo nga naman Cha. Saka siguradong di makakarma si Inie dahil hindi na yan maiinlove sa iba. Nakabote na yata ang puso nyan, kung baga nakareserve na para ka Wu Chun,” sabad naman ni April. “Oo nga naman…” nakisabad na rin si Maricel. Napangiti na lang ako sa kanila at naisip kong sana lagi na lang silang nasa tabi ko.
CHAPTER 3 Unexpected Love
“Hi familyz…what’s up girls?” Masayang bati ko sa aking mga kaibigan. Happy together na naman ang familyz kaya lang ay medyo serious na ang bawat isa pagdating sa campus. Nasa college na kasi kami kaya kailangan ng seryusuhin ang pag-aaral. Pero ang masaya ay magkakasama pa rin kami sa school. Di pa rin kami naghihiwahiwalay. Magkakaiba nga lang kami ng course na kinuha. Criminology ang kinuha kong course tulad ng pangarap ko. Si Mara ay Entrep. Tulad ng pangarap nyang maging isang sikat na negosyante. Si Charmaine naman ay HRM ang kinuha kasi pangarap nyang magmanage ng sariling hotel and restaurant. Si April naman ay Civil engineering samantalang si Maricel ay Education ang kinuha. “Hay…ang hirap talagang magcollege.” Kamot sa ulong reklamo ni April. “Sinabi mo pa. kulang na nga lang eh malagas na ang buhok ko sa kakaisip sa mga babayaran namin. Every OJT libu-libo ang ginagastos namin.” Reklamo rin ni Charmaine. “Eh ako nga inaanay na ang utak ko kakareview. Ang hirap pala mag educ. nakakabaliw.” Naiinis ding reklamo ni Maricel. “Bakit nga ako eh-” “Tama na Mara.” Putol ko sa irereklamo din sana ni Mara. “maawa na kayo sa akin. Nakukuliling na ang tainga ko sa kakareklamo ninyo. Parepareho lang naman tayong nahihirapan. Baka nga mas mahirap pa ang pinagdadaanan kong hirap kaysa sa inyo. Pero diba highschool pa lang tayo inaasahan na natin to? Kaya pagtiisan na lang natin. Kung dati ang motto natin ay study first before anything else ngayon naman kapag may tiyaga, may nilaga at nasa Diyos ang awa nasa tao ang gawa.” Mahabang seremonyas ko para lang mapawi ang kanilang kalungkutang nadarama ng mga oras na yun. Pagkatapos ay nagtawanan na sila. “Aba okay ah.” Natatawang sabi ni April. “Oo nga, kunting tiyaga at tiis lang pagkatapos naman ay magpapakasaya na rin naman tayo sa mga buhay natin eh.” Dagdag pang sabi ni Mara. Nagkatinginan ang familyz at sabay na nagpatungan ng kamay sa gitna at binigkas ang bagong motto “kapag may tiyaga, may nilaga. Nasa Diyos ang awa, nasa tao ang gawa!” pagkatapos ay sabay na nagtawanan.
Four years later after we graduated in college…
“Grabe…bilib na talaga ako sa galing ni Lt. Quiamco, ah, I mean Captain Quiamco. Dati kasi lieutenant lang ngayon ang bilis tumaas ng ranggo, Captain na…lupit. ” narinig kong sabi ng isa kong kasamahan. Aba…at talagang ako pa ang topic nila ng umagang yun. Maging ako man ay nabigla din ng iannounce ng boss namin na isa na akong Captain. Boss ang tawag namin sa head ng agency namin kasi naman may pagkasenyorito sya. Napakahilig mang utos, kahit tubig na lang na inumin nya ay ipag-uutos pa. “Captain Quiamco, pinapatawag po kayo ni bossing.” Sabi sa akin ng nagmamadaling tauhan ko. Kinabahan ako kasi baka sinumpong na naman yun at ako na naman ang napagtripan. Mabilis akong kumatok sa opisina nya. “Come in.” may pagkasuplado at tipid nitong wika. Pumasok agad ako at nagbigay pugay. “Ipinatawag nyo daw po ako, sir?” matigas at buo ang aking boses. Nanatili pa din akong nakatayo ng tuwid sa harap nya. “Oo. Dahil may panibago akong mission na ibibigay sayo. Ito ay napakalaki, napakahalaga at napakaimportanteng magawa mo sa mas madaling panahon.” Seryosong sabi nito. “Eh, sir-” “Hindi pa ako tapos Captain Quiamco!” singhal nya sa akin sabay pukpok ng kanyang table. Nagulat ako sa ginawa nito. Pero balewala na lang yun sa akin. Lahat naman kaming mga NBI agent ay sanay na sa kanya. Palibhasa kasi tumanda na lang sa trabaho kaya masyadong sineryoso ang bawat galaw nya. “I apologize, sir.” Hingi ko sa kanya ng paumanhin. “Okay, on the next day na ang flight mo to Taiwan.” “What?! Sir, sa Taiwan?” gulat na gulat ako sa sinabi ni bossing. Di ko akalaing ang layo pala ng pupuntahan kong mission at sa Taiwan pa. Agad na pumasok sa isip ko si Zhun ang lalaking highschool pa lang ako ay kinabaliwan ko na at sya ang dahilan kung kaya’t naabot ko ang aking pangarap na maging isang NBI agent. Bigla akong nagising sa isiping iyon ng makita ko ang mga matang nanlalaki sa kakatitig sa akin ni bossing. “Ah, eh..sir, I apologize again.” Mahinahon at nahihintakutan kong sabi. Bago ko lang narealize na nasigawan ko pala sya kaya pala ganun na lang ang reaction ng mukha nya. “Captain Quiamco, I warn you. Ulitin mo pa yan, susungangain ko na ng dulo ng baril yang nguso mo.” Nanggigigil na sabi nya sa akin. Agad naman akong tumalima. “Sir, yes sir!” pagkatapos ay minabuti ko na lang ang manahimik. “Ang mission mo ay ang hanapin, sundan at manmanan ang isang pinoy drug lord na nagtatago sa Taiwan ngunit patuloy na nagpapalaganap ng matataas na klase ng droga dito sa Pinas, siya si Vienbenido Monsour. I will give you one month to do your mission.” Saglit akong nag-isip, one month, napakaiksi naman nun. Paano kung hindi ko agad makita yung taong pinapahanap nya? “Captain, may iniiisip ka ba? Kung iniisip mo ang gagastusin sa pagpunta dun ay wala ka ng poproblemahin. Agency na ang bahala dun.” Paliwanag ni bossing ng mapansin nyang may iniisip ako. “Hindi po yun, sir.” Tanggi ko sa kanya. “Eh, ano?” nakakunot ang noong tanong nya. “Ah, sir can I say something?” paalam ko sa kanya dahil baka singhalan na naman ako. “Sure, go ahead.” “Dun po kasi sa one month na ibinigay nyo sa kin, parang kukulangin pa yata ako sa time, sir. Biruin nyo po pagdating ko dun hahanapin ko pa sya tapos-”, “Ok, ok…2 months. You may go out now.” Kakamot-kamot ng kanyang panot na ulo na ipinagtutulakan na ako palabas ng kanyang office. Nakukulitan na sa akin. “Ok, sir. Permission to leave, sir!” nangingiti kong sabi sabay salute at lumabas na ako. Gamit ang aking laptop ay kinontak ko ang familyz. Kelangan kong magpaparty sa familyz bago ako umalis patungong Taiwan. Nagpahanda ako ng marami at masasarap na pagkain sa resort ko sa El Nido. Party for the familyz only. Before lunch time ay sabay na dumating sina Mara, Maricel, Charmaine at April. Tulad ko ay natupad na rin nila ang kanilang mga pangarap. Bongga na rin ang mga gaga, haha! Nakakotse na rin ang bawat isa. Tuwang tuwa sila ng malaman nilang sa Taiwan pa pala ang pupuntahan ko. Sabi nila ang swerte ko daw kasi may possibility raw na makita ko dun si Zhun at matupad na rin ang pinapangarap kong love story.
CHAPTER FOUR Unexpected Love
Ayon sa file information na nabasa ko about kay Monsour ay nagpalit na sya ng name kaya mahihirapan akong hanapin sya. Pero bukod sa picture na ibinigay sa akin ay may palatandaan ding sinabi sa akin ang isa nyang tauhan na tumiwalag na sa kanya. Sinabi rin nito na nasa Taipei si Monsour. May sarili daw itong hotel dun na minamanage. Ito daw ang nagmamay-ari ng Shahala hotel. Kakaiba talaga ang Monsour na yun. Siguradong katas ng illegal na droga ang ininvest nya dito. “Miss, are you a Filipino?” tanong ko sa isang staff dun na mukhang pinay. “Yes, ma’am. Are you Filipino too?” nakangiting balik tanong sa akin nito. Matangkad at mukha namang mabait ang babae. “Oo, halata naman sa itsura ko diba? Sabi ko na nga bang magkalahi tayo, eh.” Pabiro kong sabi sa kanya. Agad ko syang nakagaanan ng loob at tingin ko ay ganun din sya sa akin. “Clara, matagal ka na bang nagwowork sa hotel na ito?” tanong ko sa kanya. Clara pala ang pangalan ng babaeng ito. “2 years na rin. Ikaw, pumunta ka ba dito para magwork din? Kung gusto mo ipapasok din kita dito tulad ng work ko.” Pag-aalok nya sa akin. Hindi ko sinabi sa kanya ang talagang pakay ko kaya agad akong nagpalusot. “Naku, di na lang bale…thanks for your concern. Ang totoo kasi nyan ay nagbakasyon lang talaga ako dito.” Pagsisinungaling ko sa kanya. “Bakasyon? So, mayaman ka pala? Kasi mayayaman lang nakakapagbakasyon sa ibang bansa eh. Tapos nakakapagcheck-in pa sa mga sikat na hotel.” Nagniningning ang mga matang sabi niya. “Naku, hindi naman sa ganun. Nakapag-asawa kasi yung ate ko ng Taiwanese kaya pinagbakasyon nya ako dito.” Pagsisinungaling ko. “Ah, ganun ba?” sabi nito na mukhang napaniwala ko naman. “Ganun na nga…”sabi ko na napipilitang nakangiti. Hinatid nya ako sa room ko. Nagshower agad ako, kumain at pagkatapos ay agad kong inilatag ang pagod kong katawan sa malambot at mabangong kama. “Good morning Inie…oh, ano? Kamusta ang buhay mo dyan sa Taiwan?” masayang tanong sa akin ni Mara habang kausap ko ang familyz sa skype. Magkakasama silang apat sa mga oras na yun. Nasa rest house sila ng familyz sa Baguio. Naiinggit ako sa kanila kasi magkakasama sila samantalang ako ay nasa malayo. “You know, familyz ok lang ako dito pero syempre lagi pa rin akong alert sa bawat kilos ko.” “Oh, ano may alam ka na bang salita dyan ng Taiwanese?” pagbibiro sa akin ni Maricel. “Oo naman, ako pa.” pagyayabang ko ding pabiro. Natawa sila at nagtanong sa akin si April. “Ows, ano naman yun?” “Ano pa, eh di…ha-la!” tawanan na naman. Ang saya pa rin namin kahit na nasa malayo ako. Solid pa rin ang aming samahan. “Patawa ka talaga, Inie…eh, si Wu Chun mo nakita mo na ba?” pangungutyang tanong ni Charmaine. Natawa ako at saglit na nag-isip. “Sa tingin ko Cha…kailangan ko munang kalimutan si Zhun within 2 months na ipamamalagi ko dito sa Taiwan. Kakaiba itong mission na binigay sa kin ni boss eh. Baka sesantihin ako nun pag di ko nagawa.” “Eh, paano na ang malafairy tale lovestory mong pinapangarap?” malungkot na tanong ni Mara. “Siguro nga imposible na yung mangyari. Noon 16 years old pa lang ako nang magsimula akong maniwala sa fairy tale lovestory pero ngayon 26 years old na ako. At parang ayaw ko ng paniwalaan pa yun. ” “Ok, ikaw ang bahala.” Sabi ni April. Pagkatapos kong magbreakfast ay nagshower ako. Isinuot ko ang isang maganda at mamahaling pants at isang fashion long dress na bagay sa akin. Bago ako lumabas ng room ay isinuksok ko sa bandang bewang ko ang aking maladaliring Indian knife at sa maliit kong shoulder bag ang maliit kong baril. Bumaba ako sa 2nd floor kung saan may minimall dun at restaurant. Habang palihim kong hinahanap si monsour ay tumitingin ako sa mga appliances na naroon. Palipat lipat ang aking tingin sa mga paninda at mga Taiwanese na busy sa pag-iikot sa mall. Nang mapalinga ako sa bandang kaliwa ay napatitig ako sa isang lalaking nakasuot ng sun glass. May makapal na bigote at simple lang ang sout na damit. Biglang pumasok sa aking isipan ang sinabi ng dating tauhan ni Monsour. “magaling magtago si Monsour, lahat ng damit na sinusuot nya ay inaayon nya sa pinupuntahan nyang lugar. Hindi rin sya nagsasama ng mga bodyguards nya. Hindi mo mahahalata sa kilos nya ang pagiging masamang tao nya.” Binuksan ko ang aking bag at tiningnan sa loob nito ang picture ni Monsour. Kamukha nga nya, kaya lang ay hindi ko Makita ang kanyang mga mata dahil natatakpan yun ng kanyang salamin. May sumagi pa sa aking isip. “at higit sa lahat, si Monsour ay may tattoo sa kaliwang pisngi pero hindi mo ito basta-basta makikita kung di ka magsusuot ng sunglass. ” iyon ang huling information na sinabi ng tao nya sa kin. Lumapit ako sa isang Taiwanese vendor na nagtitinda ng mga sunglasses habang pasulyap-sulyap akong nakatingin sa lalaking pinagdududahan kong si Monsour nga iyon. Hindi pa rin sya umaalis sa mga sapatos na nakadisplay na tila pumipili ng bibilhin. “hi! Can I have one of your sunglasses?” tanong ko sa vendor sabay kuha ng salamin. “Sure, ma’am.” Sagot nito at abot sa akin ng isa. Pasimple akong lumakad sa bandang kaliwa ng lalaking yun. Limang metro ang layo ko sa kanya. Pumwesto ako sa mga nakahanger na bestida. Doon ko isinuot ang sunglass na binili ko. Nagulat ako sa aking nakita. Isang dragon ang nakatattoo sa kanyang kaliwang pisngi. Totoo nga ang ibinigay na information sa akin. Confirm na si Monsour na nga iyon. Palakad-lakad akong pumipili ng damit habang papalapit sa kinaroroonan nya. Aba! Napayuko lang ako saglit at ng iangat ko ang aking ulo ay wala na sya. Nagpalinga-linga ako pero hindi ko na talaga sya makita. Naglakad-lakad ako sa bandang prutasan at nang mapatingin ako sa isang mansanas ay laking gulat ko ng may nakapatong na dulo ng baril. Tatakbo na sana ako ng may isang lalaking humarang sa harapan ko kung saan doon ang direction ng bala ng baril ng magpaputok si Monsour. Hinablot ko ang lalaki at mabilis na hinila hanggang sa makatago kami sa pader na malapit sa kinaroroonan namin bago ko pa sya hilain. Laking pasalamat ko dahil nailigtas ko ang lalaking customer dun. Patuloy pa rin ang putok ng baril sa pinagtataguan namin. Habang kinukuha ko ang baril sa aking bag ay gulat na gulat ako ng kinorner ako ng lalaking sinagip ko at ikinover nya sa akin ang malaki nyang katawan. Nagpupumiglas ako sa sobra kong inis. Gusto ko na sana syang itulak ng mga oras na yun kaya lang baka tamaan sya ng sunod-sunod na bala. “Mukhang siraulo yata ang lalaking ito. Nagkamali yata ako ng iniligtas”, bulong ko sa aking sarili. Mabuti na lang nakawala ang isang kamay ko na may hawak na baril. Kahit na hindi ko nakikita si Monsour dahil sa lalaking ito na halos nakayakap na sa akin ay nagpaputok pa din ako sa kinaroroonan ng kalaban. Tumigil ang pagpapaputok ni Monsour, naisip kong tumalilis na siguro ng takbo. Ubod lakas kong itinulak ang lalaking iniligtas ko na nga, sinira pa ang trabaho ko. Napaupo ito sa sahig. Laking gulat ko pa ng Makita at mapatitig ako sa mukha nya. “What a miracle moment! I think it’s a destiny.” Bulong ko sa aking sarili. Nanatili lang itong nakaupo sa sahig habang nakikipaglaban ng titigan sa akin.
At that moment para akong nasa ibang universe kung saan dalawa lang kami ng lalaking yun ang nabubuhay doon. Ang lalaking matagal ko ng pinangarap at inasam-asam na Makita at makasama in real life. Wish granted at dream come true na nga ba talaga yun? Si Wu Chun nga ba itong kaharap ko? Oh my gosh! Hindi pa rin ako makapaniwala. Ilang sandali lang ay marami ng dumating na mga Taiwanese reporter. Agad na akong pumuslit sa mall habang pinagtutumpukan ng mga reporter ang lalaking hindi ko inaasahang makikita sa ganong sitwasyon. Inis na inis at puno ng panghihinayang akong bumalik sa room ko. Mahuhuli ko na sana sa mga pagkakataong yun si Monsour. Talagang matinik nga ang taong yun. Ang talas ng pakiramdam nya dahil nalaman nya agad na sya ang target ko. Biglang pumasok sa aking isipan ang mukhang matagal ko ng gustong makita sa personal. “Bakit kaya nandun si Zhun?” tanong ko sa aking sarili. Ang hindi ko alam ay mahilig rin pala syang maglakad ng nag-iisa. Pero teka, bakit parang balewala na lang sa akin ang pagkikita naming yun? Samantalang dati ang pangarap ko ay kapag nakita ko sya ay yayakapin ko sya at sasabihing mahal ko sya. Maya-maya ay bumalik sa aking isipan ang pangyayari kung saan mabilis ko syang hinablot at tumago kami sa pader at ng kukunin ko na ang aking baril ay—“oh no, niyakap nya ako at ikinover nya ang kanyang katawan sa akin..” tuwang tuwa at kilig na kilig ako sa aking alaala. Ngunit ng maisip ko si Monsour, ang pagtakas nito ay agad na kumulo ang aking dugo. “niyakap ako ng Zhun na yun para makatakas si Monsour! Teka, hindi kaya si Zhun ay isa sa mga galamay ni Monsour? Pero bakit ko naman pag-iisipan ng ganun si Zhun samantalang noon ay di ako pumapayag kapag sinasabi nilang masama ang ugali nito. Kaya lang, I need to protect myself. Trabaho muna bago yang love na yan dahil baka yan pa ang pumatay sa akin.”
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